"I don´t wish to be everything to everyone, I just wish to be something to someone"

I wish you cared. I wish I didn't care. I wish it was easier. I wish things weren't so confusing. I wish I liked myself. I wish I wasn't so insecure. I wish I could be the person I am in my head. I wish my thoughts wouldn't kill me. I wish reality was more like my dreams. I wish you were really who I thought you were. I wish I wasn't so different. I wish I could just escape. Better yet, I wish I could disappear.